OutofMyMindisthefourthepisodeofseason5ofthetelevisionshowBuffytheVampireSlayer RileyFinnwasusedinsupersoldierexperimentsinSeason4andhasbeenbecomingprogressivelymorepowerfulbutthatpowerishavingadeterioratingeffectonhishealthWithoutmedicalinterventionhewilldieofaheartattackHeisafraidtosubmittotheneededmedicaltreatmentbecausehefearsthatwithouttheabilitytocontributeinafightalongsideBuffytheirrelationshipwillweaken BuffyrecruitsSpiketohelpgetRileytothedoctorSpikeusestheopportunitytoinsteadabductthedoctortoremovethepacifyingchiptheInitiativeputintohiminSeason4ThoughthiseffortfailsitleadstoafalloutbetweenSpikeandBuffyincreasingBuffysanimositytowardeventheneuteredversionofSpikewhileironicallyexpandingtheSpikelovesBuffystoryline AtthecemeteryBuffystalkshervampirepreykillingseveralnewvampireswithalittleunwantedhelpfrombothRileyandSpikeRileydemonstratesquiteabitofenthusiasmandnewstrengthwhilefightingAsBuffyandRileyleaveSpikeswearstotasteBuffysbloodbutashewalksoffhefallsintoanopengraveBuffyandWillowargueoveratopicfromclassanddiscussBuffysbusyschedule BuffyarrivesatthemagicshoptotrainandispleasantlysurprisedtoseethatthebackroomhasbeentransformedintoanamazingtrainingroomHarmonyseeksSpikeandhishelpbecausesheisfrightenedthatBuffyisouttodestroyherThetwoconspiretokilltheSlayerWhileJoycemakesbreakfastforDawnshebrieflywonderswhoDawnisbeforecollapsingontothefloor AtthehospitalaninterninformsBuffyandRileythatJoycewillbefinebutthatdoctorsarentsurewhatcausedhertocollapseDawnisplayingwithastethoscopeandwhenshelistenstoRileysheartshefindsthatitisracingmuchfasterthannormalAfterlisteningtoRileysheartadoctorrecommendsthathestayinthehospitalatthehighriskofaheartattackBuffytriestothinkofawaytohelpRileyandfinallyresolvestogotoRileysplaceandcontacttheInitiativeviathebugsinhisroom StillpartofthegovernmentGrahamtriestoforceRileytoseeadoctorbutRileyisstrongerthanGrahamandtheotheragentsandgetsawayAfterspeakingwithGrahamlaterthatdayBuffytakesituponherselftogetRileytoadoctorbeforehediesBuffygivesSpikeinformationaboutthedoctorthatcanhelpRileyhopingthatthevampirecouldhelpfindRileyandbringhimthereInsteadSpikeandHarmonygotothedoctorandtrytoforcehimtoremovethechip BuffyfindsRileyintheInitiativecavespunchingintorockbecausehecantfeelanypainHetellsherthathesafraidhewontbeenoughforheronceheletsthedoctorsoperateonhimAfterconvincingRileytogetmedicalattentionBuffybringshimtothehospitalandfindsthedoctorgoneJustafterthedoctorfinishessewingupSpikesskullBuffyarriveswithRileyandafightensuesAshetriestobitetheSlayerSpikefindsthatthedoctoronlypretendedtoremovethechipfromhishead ThedoctorisabletooperatesuccessfullyonRileyLaterGrahamtalkswithRileyandtellshimhenolongerhasapurposeinSunnydaleWithouttheInitiativehesnothingBuffyshowsupatSpikescryptreadytostakehimHeswillingtoletithappendaringhertoputhimoutofthemiseryoflivinginaworldwithherinitbeingeverywhereheturnsruiningeverythingheplansShepausesconfusedstakeraisedandthenhesitatesTheystareateachotherforamomentandthenhepullsherintoapassionatekissShepullsbackshockedbutthenreturnstotheembraceShetellsSpikeIwantyouandhetellsherIloveyouBuffyIloveyousomuchSpikethenawakenshorrorstruckbesideastillsleepingHarmonydesperatetodenythatthedreamwasrealOhGodNoPleaseno